I talked about the gross side of pregnancy that no one
told me about, well after over a year into this, I am going to open up my big
pie whole and share my wisdom about being a mom. This is a blog after all,
1. It is way more fun to shop for your child, your body will
not go back despite the number on the scale.
Yoga pants are your best friend, stock up.
2. You are still you even if you could drive a truck
through your vag at one point. You may
no longer recognize yourself, but your baby does. So it is okay.
3. You were once a judgey person when it came to others kids
and parenting habits. You will feel enormous guilt for that. Being a new parent
takes tremendous support. Take it when it is offered to you, ditch the proud.
And take every opportunity to give it to others. Others will judge you and they
can just go fuck themselves.
4. Your child will humiliate you in public, restaurants are
a special level of hell. Embrace it. Also get down on your knees and clean up
the trough your child left. It is good manners.
5. Mommy instincts are amazing, trust them above all others,
including the judgey folk, baby books and those stupid celebutards.
6. You will often feel like you have no idea what you are
doing, you are probably right. Your baby will forgive you, they don't remember
much about those early days anyway. I dropped mine twice during the first
months, no one is worse for wear. Also if you are doubting yourself, that
probably means you are doing the right thing.
7. You will think your child is the most beautiful baby in
the world. You may be very wrong. However, I am very right.
8. Do get professional photos, at least once. Especially
newborn ones, because they look very funny at that time and a pro can make them
look amazing. And photo shop your post-partum beard as well.
8.2 Personal hygeine is optional. I considered it a win if I
brushed my teeth every other day.
9. Yoga pants, bomb diggity. Needs to be said again. I wore
the ass out of mine. I bought more.
10. You have not lived until you have had diarrhea with your
baby sitting on your lap. For the record they don't seem to mind the smell, the
grunting scares them though.
11. A nipple shield is a horrifying thing. You can live 38
years and not know you have flat nipples.
12. Breastfeeding can be EXTREMELEY difficult. It just may
not work or be for you. That is totally okay. You might just hate nursing. It
is okay to stop. Don't let the asshats tell you differently. Switching to
bottles may be your personal Prozac.
13. The day your child is born may not be the best day of
your life. In fact, it was one of my worst, most terrifying, anxiety ridden,
cuckoo for coco puffs days of my life. It has not faded in my memory and I am
not over it. I will try to have a child again. But holey fucking pastrami
sandwich will it be different. I hope so.
14. Your bladder may never be the same. Invest in some moisture
wicking undies. I like underarmour
15. Sex drive? Enough said.
16. Other mommies can be downright fucking liars. Your six
week old slept 12 hours a night. Total horseshit. They will be competitive at best, at worst hypocritical
psychopaths if it means they can one up. Walk away and never go around them
again.
17. Bliss, sometimes yes. Exhaustion and feeling completely overwhelmed,
that more accurately described the first few months.
18. You do not need to have a nursery or first birthday
worthy of pinterest. Put that money in the college account.
19. You have my permission to be as annoying and crazy as you
want those first months. Be paranoid and irrational all you want. You worked
for this level of hormonal flux, enjoy the ride.
20. Take help when offered, ask for it or beg for it. Have
people bring meals. Flower bouquets are nice, my cat ate them. Clothes are
sweet, more laundry great. Food that I do not have to make or clean up, gold.
Better yet, can you do a load of laundry for me. thanks.
21. Your body may never be the same. My nipples resemble
baloney slices. Several day old slices. Truth.
22. Your car is now a mechanized waste basket. You may look
like a hillbilly with all the gear shoved in.
23. Sleep when the baby sleeps, try it. I was not so good at
it.
24. Your sleep will never be the same. The baby finally at 13
months sleeps through the night. However, I still wake up. Sometimes it is my
bladder, other times paranoia.
25. Depth of love you feel blows you away. I knew I would
feel this for my child, that was not a shock. However, the love I feel for my
spouse has literally taken my breath away. Watching him be a dad, take care of
me when I was flying over the cuckoo's nest, the growing bond between us. That
is amazing. That shit is liked gooey chocolate chip cookies right out of the
oven. But better.
26. Being a mommy is more amazing than anyone told you. Also
more gross, anxiety riddled, anger producing, identity sucking and oppressive.
Carry on.